This Ain't Your Fairytale

Idag mår jag inte så bra alls... Känner mig ganska deppig och nere.
Sov inte så bra inatt + att jag har saker som gör mig orolig "inombords" eller vad man ska säga.

Jag behöver dig, Jesper. Varje vaken minut så tänker jag på dig. Och även när jag sover.
( Du fattas mig... )

Jag vill i alla fall passa på att säga grattis till min lillebror som fyller 17 år idag :)
Han är ju inte så liten längre egentligen... Voi voi...

( And now I am going to shut out myself from the world and retreat to my thoughts for some contemplation.
I just hope I'll find a suitable way to get out of there in the end.
I sure can be a hard person to cope with sometimes...
Even to myself.
Aah, the drama!
Have I mentioned that irony about myself is a thing I am most accomplished in?
Well, now you know.
I would sure like to write something radical to get this out of my system...
Where can I write such a thing?
For you see, while I would most definitely like for someone to read it, I would be ashamed at the same time.
Oh, the irony of being me.
Wanting to be seen but still not wanting it.
I apologise for the dark thoughts today.
I'll stop now.)

♥ Kiitos